Title:  "I had wanted you to soar with the eagles, and you have relinquished yourself to crawl with the worms!"

(Notebook 58, pp. 32--36)

Live  †  Jesus

First Friday, February 4, 2000

Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,

[The Lord speaks.....]
My son, David, saw and recognized Me.  I am His God.  Fully.  Completely.  Whereas, My son, Herod, heard of Me, glanced upon Me, rivaled Me, suspected Me, could not even approach a level of trust in Me, though his heart longed to.  But alas, he let the spirit of his mind and flesh rule within his kingdom!  And so in Truth, his heart never met My Own.....the Heart of God.  Because of his own reluctance to pursue Me.  He preferred the sins of the flesh to the cleansing of heart.  Whereas My David, My son, sinned and repented and sang to Me the praise in his heart for all I, his Lord, had done for him!

Now children, I speak to you of two men who have not truly known MY Own Son.  For Herod turned away.  And David preceded My Son on earth.  But you.....where are YOU in this?  Do YOU believe in Me, completely?  Even if you do not "see" Me, do you believe?  Do you let your belief grow into Trust?  .....Absolute Trust?  For if you do not ABSOLUTELY Trust Me, you do not ABSOLUTELY Love Me!  And THAT is Truth.  THAT is fact!

Do you harbour guilt?  Do you wear it like a battle shield?  Do you harbour guilt which keeps us apart?  For I Desire you, wholly and completely, without ANY reservation on your part.  Within you, child, I call you to see yourself distinctly as spirit, mind, body.  In this way, your spirit can better serve the body while it is the Temple in which I dwell.  In this way your spirit can serve your mind, to improve it.  And in this way, your body and mind, recognizing MY Spirit within you, can better bow to My Will.  And YOUR spirit will begin to soar upon the heights of praise rising from our Love within you.  For if Love does not pour forth, it is a clear sign of imbalance within your being.

O little ones, hear Me.  When you reserve the parts I have made from Me, you develop incompletely.  You become truly imbalanced.  Your mind runs away with itself, for it has forgotten Me.....My Fullness in your life.  Your flesh becomes a place of....a source of.....gratification, because you have forgotten that I dwell therein.  And your spirit suffers.  It becomes stained with sin.  It does not soar.  In fact, it sinks.  I had wanted you to soar with the eagles, and you have relinquished yourself to crawl with the worms!  Do you see the difference?  Well, where.....truly.....in this image are YOU?

My children:  I have created yo to know Me, Love Me, serve Me in this world, that you would spend Eternity with Me in the Fullness of My Kingdom of Glory!  Why do you pursue that which is SO very fleeting?  Can you not feel the fruitlessness of your endeavor?  Can you no longer bear its lack of Peace.....True Peace, in Me?  How long will you look upon Me and not truly, honestly, pursue Me.  You reserve so many parts from Me, children.....And I would have us be whole.

One in Me.  Focus on Me.  LIVE in Me.  Now and forever.  Amen.    †

(Sir. 47:2-11; Ps. 18:31, 47, 50-51; Mk. 6:14-29)

With Love, in the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary,
His Sarah