Title: "If you wait for a healing, how do you endure your trial?"

(Notebook 58, pp. 40--43)

Live  †  Jesus

Sunday, February 6, 2000

Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,

[Jesus speaks.....]
How long will one wait for the Lord before he walks away?  How long will one endure the trial?  When and where do you look for a cure to what ails you?  If you endure, it is by My Grace, not your own valour.  But in which do you trust?  Your own dignity?  Or in My Glory?

If you wait for a healing, how do you endure your trial?  Where is your focus?  Wait in Me.  Focus in Me.  My Wounds are deep, and you shall find comfort There.  Come, join Me in this Holy Place:  My Suffering which I have endured for you.  Give to Me yourself that we might be ONE Here, for the sake of your soul, for those around you.  So much value in suffering.....suffering properly given to Me!

Healing, cures.....possible.....yes.  In Me.  For My Purpose as you are willing to enter Me.  My utmost Purpose is your heart:  that when you enter My Dwelling Place you will be healed and able to wear the white garment of Salvation.  For I have waited for all time for you.  Here, at My Banquet Table in Eternity.

For some along the way, I permit a healing beyond heart:  of the flesh.  That the heart might heal more.  For self.  For others.  ALWAYS for Me!  That MY Way would become THE Way for you, for all whom you encounter.  That My Gospel, New Life, would be proclaimed through you.....by your New Life in Me.  But all must be by MY Way, by MY Word, as *I* Desire.  And by your full and complete, willing heart in Me!

To advance yourself and those around you, in Me, is the Purpose of all Life.....to come to know, Love, serve Me.  The Journey entails woe, joy, healing.....constantly.....of heart.  For what is everlasting is My Concern, and sometimes, the body tamed, is of Purpose as well, for the story it will be, well-lived in Me.  For the Purpose of Salvation for you, for all.  Ongoing Journey, according to My Will, but always.....by YOUR will, first!

Are you prepared to enter My Dwelling?  Would you submit yourself to Me NOW, that later we would be one?  Our primary relationship is one of Saviour to repentant heart.  Me to you and you to Me that oneness be achieved.

I am here, I pray for you.  I am here, come follow Me.  You see My Journey in My Gospel.  Be prepared to follow completely.  Give your heart, your will, freely.  No reluctance.....for it blocks your steps.  Yes, little one, unsurety of step is a signal of an unwilling, untrusting heart.  Take heed.  I whisper Truth.  For it is Who I am.

I am God.  Will you have Me enter your dwelling.....and then.....will you pursue Me as I would have you follow?  In complete, blind Trust.  In Me.  Now and forever.  Amen.    †

(Job 7:1-7; Ps. 147:1-6; 1 Cor. 9:16-19, 22-23; Mk. 1:29-39)

With Love, in the Two Hearts,
His Sarah