Title:  "Lord, I am willing.  Lord, I am willing.  Lord, I am willing.....Say it.  Live it."

(Notebook 58, pp. 52--59)

Live  †  Jesus

Wednesday, February 9, 2000

Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,

[Jesus speaks.....]
My children, hear Me.  My Gospel is Plain Truth.  All which enters your body is your first choice of deciding upon the good or the bad of things.  Recognize that all which enters you is entering the Temple where I dwell.  Once things enter, they commingle with the whole of who you are.  If you are keeping Me in certain "quarters" in your heart, you chance that some of what is inside you will rot, and pour itself forth from within you, for all the world to see!  However, if you allow Me Free Reign in your Temple, then all things can be worked for the Good.  Even that which is bad can become an instrument of teaching you.  For I improve your vision, My Wisdom, that you might see the rot for precisely what it is.  Then, your progress in Me, becomes a decision on your part to be in willing submission to Me.

Impure thoughts can rattle within you.  They can rob your mind.  Give your mind to Me.

Uncharitable thought.  Uncharitable deed.  One begets the other.  Let ME have free reign in your heart.  Look, DO look, and see the ugliness of sin that THIS time you would be TRULY willing to give your heart to Me.

See?  All which enters your being is digested.  Natural things are duly expelled.  Or you rot.  And you die......So.....What of your heart, your mind, your soul?

Here in the kingdom of your heart, there can only be one ruler.  I have laden you with Grace.  Yet, in some cases, it is as though you are visiting ME, here within this kingdom.  We are not one because you have withheld yourself from Me.  And so, you are a divided kingdom.  You must come to acknowledge I am Lord, and willingly.....completely willingly.....you must come to let Me have free reign.  Do not just listen,  visit, and go; but listen, learn and LIVE!  DO bring the fullness of who you are to Me.  DO be willing to join Me here.  Let Oneness occur, little ones!  Let Oneness occur!  Relinquish all you have and all you are to Me!  I shall increase you, not diminish you.  It is your choice to live in conflict which causes your demise.

Pride is a kingdom within you.  It arises from original sin.  It vies for your heart, your  mind, your soul.  It pours forth so much distrust.  It retards your growth.  And by your actions which pour forth from it, you spread your pride to others.  Now, pride is a sin and it lurks in your darkness, the very darkness you withhold from Me.  It is YOU who allows pride to be.  You have become so used to its presence, that you no longer see it for what it is.

If you would desire, willingly, to bow before Me.....If you would willingly bow before Me.....If you would TRULY give Me free reign.....If you would ask for My Grace that you would never again set out to recapture that which you had given to Me.....If you would let Me set out to seek the darkest recesses of your soul.....If you would TRULY trust Me.....If you would allow Me to rule.....THEN, oneness and your cleansing could begin.

Let Me say this.  Every foul thing you do.....I speak of sin.....arises from a place within you which is in need of healing.  You return to your old ways all too often.  Instead of mounting the white horse of Salvation, you mount the black horse of sin and self destruction.  You repeat the circle of death, rather than to rise to the Path to True Life in Me.  Children, when you do this, you shroud your being.  But I tell you  *I* see the whole of it.  *I* know the whole of you.  I  see your sin.  I see your repetition.  I see your reluctance.  I even see your desire, incomplete, to be in Me.  I see your empty promise.  I see your failure.  I see your confusion.  I see your desire to Hope, fully.  I see you trying to do it on your own.....your healing.  I see you preparing yourself to be in Me, when all I ask is that you be WILLING to be.....Because I KNOW you do not know how.

Children, like little children in school who receive a punishment are asked to rewrite their lesson over and over, shall I do the same with you?  Well then, here is your assignment, and I ask you to inscribe it into the voice, the halls of the kingdom of your heart:  "Lord, I am willing.  Lord, I am willing.  Lord, I am willing....."  Say it.  Live it.  And give it to Me!  I have waited for all time for your WILLINGNESS to visit My Heart.  Now, let your willingness stay with Me.  For from it, you shall grow.  Fully.  In Me.  Don't get "down on yourself" little ones.  Come, and be up, filled up, in Me.

I am your King, and I wait to rule your kingdom.  How honoured I am to receive this priceless gift from you, My children, My child.  Your free will is a gift fit for a king.....THIS King, Who is Me.  Do not take it back.....for I have desired it for all time.  Give it to Me, and then in Me, come to grow a hundred fold in My Glory, My Grace.  That is a Promise, the Promise of your King.

Do not just come to visit in awe as Sheba has done with Solomon.[.....ref. to today's First Reading]  In ME you can dwell.  In ME you can be.  In ME you can stay, you shall grow, you shall LIVE.....in Awe, in Wonder.....In Me.  Amen.    †

(1 Kings 10:1-10; Ps. 37:5-6, 30-31, 39-40; Mk. 7:14-23)

With Love, in the Two Hearts,
His Sarah