O Jesus!! I can barely write for the Comfort I feel in Your Presence. Lord! I know that
Abba has breathed Life into each one of us, which is why we exist at all. But Jesus! Among
us there are some who would lead a life so aside from God, and yet they exist. For they
are still loved! For myself, Lord, I cannot even imagine such an existence. And do You
know what, Jesus? The closer we/I grow to You, the more I love Your Holy Cross! For Jesus!
It is such a place of conversion! Jesus, You know I wasn’t too keen on this
"Cross" situation. When You and I began to walk together 3 years ago (and Jesus,
let me say YOU were here, it is I who started to realize we were walking together) I knew
the Cross would be a part of it. And at first, Jesus, You know I resented such an idea.
How could a Friend like You Who loves me, ask such a thing of me? And then, as we walked,
I saw the Crosses of others around me and how beautiful they were as they walked and even
fell with its weight, but WITH You! And Lord, my sisters and brothers taught me of the
Beauty in Your Cross. And I even began to "desire" You and Your Cross. And now,
Lord, I am experiencing what could be dubbed by the world as dejection, rejection and
mockery of sorts. And I guess it is a Cross. But Jesus! I realize that the
"pain" of which I was initially afraid, becomes a source of the most beautiful
growth. As a Rose. And if there is pain, then it is in waiting for others to recognize the
Beauty in this Wood of Your Cross. O Jesus! You are such Paradox. The world sees suffering
and death. But Jesus! There is only Grace-filled gain and beauty and strength and LIFE!! O
Jesus, I love You. O God, my God, I adore You. O Father in Heaven, I believe in You. O
holy Spirit, I love You. O Son of God I trust in You. Amen. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!! My Lord
and my God, Amen!!
Sweet thing, hear Me. I am the Son of Man. I am raised up from the dead. All by the
Power of Almighty God. Daughter, write these words. (Yes, my Lord and my God! Alleluia!)
"Praised be Jesus!" This is the prayer pouring forth from your lips. For My
Name is above all other Names. By My Name all the evil in the world will cease. No one
will usurp the Power of My Name. For to turn from My Way in a matter of word is to
blaspheme Me. To raise an image in My Own stead is to abolish Me.
Child, hear Me. The Son of Man has already died for the sins of men. There is nothing
that one person can do to expiate that which is already accomplished. But look! Along the
way so many paths converge and spread afar like a tangent from the center of an orb. And
why do they veer from their path? Because they disconnect themselves from the Source Which
has held them all along. A new path cut by a willful heart. Yes, a heart full of will.
Self will. Not My Will. For a path following My Will has Me as its Center. And a will
serving self-interest serves self, ego, self. Man, not God. Self-satisfaction,
self-nourishment. Not God.
And what is the source of life for self which disconnects from the True Source of Life
Which is Me? Child, tell Me something. (Yes, Lord?) How are you doing in Me? (Lord, by
Your Nourishing Grace, I am fine. I am loved in You, my Lord.)
Feed My lamb. The one who I send into your midst. The one who I present to you for your
care. But feed only the Food I provide. My Love. (Yes, my Lord.)
For Love covers a multitude of sins. I bathe My children in Love. It is where I wash
them clean. And the saving has been done. It is the conversion, ongoing, in which you may
participate. At My Direction. Yes? (Yes, Lord. May I serve You well.)
Child, go to him. Your family is the "lamb" now. And then return to Me. (Yes,
Jesus. thank You, Lord! Amen! Thank You, Lord, for Your Springtime. Thank You for Your
morning Sunshine. Thank You for the 24 degrees of this cold spring morning. Thank You for
Your little robin who was doing his "robin things" of preparing for new life.
Thank You, O Lord, for all the ways You speak to us. Thank You, Lord, for allowing us to
come to know You Amen. O! Jesus! I love You SO!!!)
Glory, child. My Glory surrounds you. And I cherish you. And I hold you to My Breast.
(O Lord! I bow before Your Glory. Your Love. O Lord! Amen!!)
Sweet thing, hear Me: The Son of Man feeds His children. None starve. Save those who
refuse My Manna. My Love. I have given you My Word that I shall not leave you orphans. But
I cannot help the one who flees from My House who will not let Me help him. Who seeks
revenge upon Me by refusing My Goodness. Revenge, to use the Good I have given against Me.
To turn on Me in the face of all I offer you. Such, O children, is a grievous offense. One
I would spare you from, save your own free will. Little children, hear Me: you hunger. You
thirst. And I nurture you. With My Manna from Heaven, with the fruits of this earth. For
as a loving Father, I would tend you. And I learned of such Love from My Father in Heaven.
I would hold you to My Breast and feed you the finest fruits. But, dear children, it is
for you to accept those I would give you. For, to pick the fruit yourself has resulted in
the fall of man. Pride. It has fallen you. Yet again, I offer My Hand. Rise, little one.
There is no need to stay upon the ground. I would raise you up. To My Breast. Look up to
Me, My children. See Me here upon My Cross. See Me rise from the dead. See Me ascend to
the Right Hand of My Father. From here I judge. Do not give Me the means by which to fell
you to the fires of Gehenna. But to refuse My Word is to dabble on the edge of the entry
to the fires of Hell. I tell you this: I feed you good food. You may eat. But do not
regurgitate My Ways. You spit out Truth and succor the lie of profanity. For, to declare
yourself god is profanity, is it not? You profane the Name of God by being a god unto
yourself. And from this I would preserve you. Do you see the lie? The Liar would confuse
every issue. The Liar would confuse your soul. And to think you are beyond confusion is to
declare yourself as god.
I feed you My Manna from Heaven. All of this true life in Me: I feed you My Eucharist,
My Body and My Blood. I feed you My grace, My Love for you. I feed you My Word, My
Scripture. I feed you Me. My Way. My Life. My Truth. Take and eat: for this is My Body
Which I have given up for you. Amen. Now, go and come to Me in Peace. Let us reconcile our
differences in the Sacrament of Grace: My Forgiveness. Be My penitent child. Be Mine. Let
Me feed you Me. In every way I so desire. Be of prayer and of Grace and I shall increase
your diet as you become more of Me. In Truth, I am Jesus, the Son of Almighty God.
Amen. Alleluia. Amen. (Amen, my Lord. Amen.) +
(Acts 5:34-42, Psalm 27:1,4,13--14; John 6:1-15)
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah