May 2, 1997
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
O Jesus! I sit here in such Joy! I have even just chuckled as I look at the heading of
my little Scripture Guide (photocopied because the original has been ‘found’ by
the one who stole it whilst on vacation). And it says, dearest Lord, that "Love"
is "The Greatest Spiritual Challenge."
Jesus! I have just paused here! For I was quite overcome by Wisdom,
Which is God; for I have been taught something by a "sort" of
Understanding. Thank You, Holy Spirit, my Love! Here we are, Lord,
each on a Path to You. From our Life in Baptism we begin to walk in
Your Way. With You. To You. To this "point" this "destination"
which
is You! And we travel on the Path of Love. Life in Love!! But even
as we converge at You, Your Cross, O Lord, we are joined along the way
by others: those who You allow into our lives. Some running parallel
on an adjacent "track." Some are on our own "track." Some are on
the
grass and the foliage along the track—for we meet, extend Love and
continue on. All of this motion is caused by Love Which is You, O
Lord!! Thank You, God, for Love.
And all the while we are on this Path and within Love, there is motion.
Yet the Love is "doing something" as we travel TOWARD You, O Jesus.
Love is EXPANDING. OUTWARD. From the Center of You within, Love
expands and extends outward, like the rays from the sun. And You are
the Source of the Love. And the Loving Rays of Your Love within us
constantly are in motion OUTWARD! And all the while, we are moving
FORWARD toward You along the PATH of Love!
And the point, I think is that, my Lord: Love is ALIVE. It is UNENDING
and CONTINUAL. It takes SHAPE in RELATIONSHIPS. And within
relationships it takes FORM in certain UNIONS. And in unions (such as
marriage, mystical unions, friendships) the Love bears an additional
fruit as it now pours forth, not only from the individual, but as well,
from the union. Life begetting Life. Love begetting Love. Life being
born from Love. Love pouring forth from Life. Life in Love travelling
toward a Goal: You, my Lord. Love and Life passing through Your Cross
and becoming purified and eternal. Death peeling away the body and
freeing the spirit. To continue forever as the ray or rays of Love
Which is never-ending! And even though there is all this beautiful and
continual MOTION, it is all CONTAINED within You, O God.
Now, my Lord, I must go back and read what I’ve written. For, I wonder
if I’ve made any sense? O God, it is hard to write down what my soul
comprehends. I pray I have "captured" the Lesson I have understood.
Amen. O Lord, I am SO happy. I love You, Jesus. I adore You, Jesus.
I believe in You, Jesus. Jesus, I trust in You!! And all by the Grace
You permit to me, O Lord. There is nothing. I am nothing; without You,
O Lord!! O Fire of Love, O Most Holy Spirit, O Spirit of Purest Love:
burn and blow like a Loving wild-fire through every heart in every nook
and cranny of this world! O! Sweet Pentecost! Pour down the Fire of
Love upon us! O God! Do! Ignite us with Your Love! You are so
beautiful, my Lord! Let the Beauty Which is You, rise up and consume
every one of us! O God! If You Desire to speak to me You shall have to
speak loudly, for my heart is soaring, Lord. In You. Still me if You
wish, O Lord! Speak, O God! O Love! O Lord my God! O! How I Love
You! Amen! Alleluia! Maranatha!
Sweetest Sarah, hear Me in the depths of your being. It is I, child,
sending forth My Rays of Love. Up from within you. You are afire with
the Glory of God Who I am, Present here within you. O sweet child, I
have created the Love Which is you. Created that it might come to this:
that you know Me. That you Love Me. That you serve Me. And child, I
should tell you something more: You have learned and understood well,
the lesson taught to you. For most assuredly it is from the Source of
Wisdom Which is Me. My Gifts poured forth upon a receiving nation, your
heart. And I have taught the lesson and you have recorded well, O pupil
of My Delight. For you have attuned your ears well, to your heart from
whence I speak. O Love Who I Am, I share Myself with My people.
O people of God who you are, hear Me. I tell you I choose to need you.
And in each one of you there I am. And I love Myself: and I love you
with Me inside you. And I cannot separate My Love from Me. Love one
another as I have loved you. For that is My ultimate command. Offer to
one another undying, unending Love. I am Love. Offer, then, God to one
another. See one another and see Me. For, most assuredly, there I am.
You alone are not a god. No. This cannot be. For there is only One
God. And I Am Who Am! In you. As you would be in Me. Do you
understand Me? Do you comprehend Me?
I Am in each and every child. There is none without Me. Hell, dear
children, is you without Me. For there I shall not dwell. I will love
you, though, forever. And that is the greatest sorrow and pain and
torment to a soul in Hell: Love is loving them and they will never
again be able to return love to Me. Or to anyone. The Source is no
more within them. And the torment is the fire of self-affliction.
Write these words: I shall try to describe hell that you would
understand. Children: take in a breath. Fully. Keep going. Fully.
Keep going. Lungs fully expanded and full. You must release. You do.
You feel relief. No? Now, the soul in hell is constantly sucking in
for air that never fills and never again empties in such a feeling of
relief. And Love is felt but never received. And never again given.
And Hope is lost. And grief is the filling. Despondency. Because the
mind is consumed with the loss; of self-infliction.
Now hear Me: Love is ever-expanding. Hell is ever-depleting. Now I
caution you to a measure in this life. You Desire Love. Love is where
you are to live. Ever-expanding. Ever-growing. If in your life you
begin to wither, you begin to deplete, then you have stepped onto the
Road to Perdition. Look around you. Look within you. What, exactly is
going on? Are you growing? Are you stagnating? Are you sucking in and
not relieving? Are you flying? Are you soaring? Are you on a Path to
Me? Are you expanding? Is your heart growing? Is your mind governing?
If it is your mind which governs, then you are on a Path to Perdition.
Yes! Where is your heart? What is its condition? Your soul! That is
the heart of which I speak. You care so for your physical heart. And
what do you do for your soul? It has a heart. It is where I dwell.
When have you fed Me? My Body. My Blood. Have you believed what you
imbibed is Me? Have you believed in the Meal that I Feed you? When
have you graced your soul? Irrigated it with sorrow. Sorrow for sin?
When have you taken yourself to absolution? Reconciliation? My
Sacrament? When you have gone, what was the level of your sorrow.
Sorrow for sin. Why were you sorrowful. What have you done to rectify
your sin? To sin no more?
O lambs: hear Me. You have been focused by the evil one to look closer
on the flesh and the world than to eternity. Be convinced with things
which are lasting. I am everlasting. Put Me off no longer. Pursue Me.
Race to Me. Live for Me. Live in Me. Unload your burdens: bring them
to Me. Welcome Me. I shall not harm you. Be free in Me. I am the
Way, the Path that you walk. I am the Truth. And lie is not of Me. I
am the Life. There is only death without Me. I am utter Reality.
Everything else is but a sham. Your life should lead to Me. My Path is
freedom. I am Love. Pure. Simple. Grand. Love. Forever and ever.
Love. Me. I am Jesus. Your Sacred Heart. I call to you now: come,
follow Me. Amen. I am Jesus. Amen. +
(Acts 15:22-31; Psalm 57:8-12; John 15:12-17)
With Love in the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary,
His Sarah