O God! I am suddenly filled with utter Love! I am filled with, Lord, with YOU! For You,
O God, are Love! Is that why, when filled thusly my Lord, I feel like I could burst? For,
my Lord, I am so filled with You. And You DO purify me, O Lord! You DO simplify me, O
Lord! And as You filter me and simplify me, O Lord, O LORD, I become even fuller and
fuller! IT IS YOU, O Lord, Who I desire. YOUR FIRST! If I am to be fulfilled, my Lord, it
is YOU FIRST! It is YOU my Jesus! At Your Cross! You, my Jesus! Your Flesh and Your Blood!
Up close. Personal. Your Wounds, Lord! IN Your Wounds! This most desirable place to be, my
Lord. IN You. IN You. IN You! O God! How have I arrived here? I have hardly noticed the
Journey! Day by day do we share such intimate Love and learning, that I have not even
noticed we have moved. That I have progressed IN You, my Lord! You, O God, are the Bearer
of Life, the Creator of Life, the Lover of Life, the Saviour of Life, the Breath of Life.
The Focus of Life. The Source of Life. And I DO give myself over to You, O God, again and
again. Through the Heart and Hands of Your Mother. Amen!! Truth! I seek Truth. I crave
Truth. You, O God, are the Way to the Truth that we may have true Life. In You, O God. In
You, O God. Directly facing You, O God! Truth! Come, Lord Jesus! Maranatha! Amen.
Alleluia. Let us come to see only You, O God: The Way, The Truth, The Life! Amen.
Alleluia! Glory, glory, glory is the Lamb Who was slain! Bless the Name of Jesus! Praise
be to Almighty God! O Breath, O Life, O Spirit of God, blow through every heart; every
heart! Breathe Truth into us, O God! Truth prevail. O God! I cannot be quiet! Still my
heart, O God, that I may hear You speak to me. To my heart. Heart to heart, O God. O! My
God! How I DO love You! Amen! Alleluia! In Quiet from You, O God. Amen. Alleluia. I take a
breath. May it be Yours, O God! Amen!!
The quiet place we have searched for is in your heart. (Yes, my Lord!)
Child, will you describe the dream you have had? (Yes, my Lord. And how my Lord, by
Your Word of quietude of heart, have I understood the dream! Thank You, O God!)
Daughter, let us commence.
(My Lord, it was that my husband and I were on a sort of train. I believe it was racing
through England with a destination of Paris. And we QUICKLY passed through English
neighborhoods and then into a dark, dark tunnel. The focus of life became what was going
on in the train And all passengers fell asleep on the train for the night, but when we
woke there was a whole new place, like the train had become a sort of cruise ship, yet
with passageways and hallways of a subway (underground) or office building. Everything
seemed to be a bit of something else. Nothing quite right. I was searching for a quiet
place to pray. but, I couldn’t find one. A vendor was selling Rosary beads, which the
saleswoman called to me to look at. Gaudy things. Someone else was trying to solve a
puzzle which was in the form of a statue of the Blessed Mother. It seemed everyone was
very interested in all that surrounded them, Lord. But not interested in one another. It
was all so strange, Lord. And all I wanted was a quiet place to BE. In You. That is what I
recall, my Lord.)
The darkness of the tunnel. (Yes, Lord. A big, dark tunnel. No light coming in.)
Child, I gaze upon you. What is the Source of True Light? (You are, my Lord. You are
Truth!)
And Understanding. (You, O God, are all Good Gifts!)
Sarah, tell Me something. (Yes, my Lord?)
Hear Me, did you hear Me there—yes, in the dream? (My Lord, I was so busy and
frustrated trying to look for quiet, that I did not hear You.)
Daughter, what should have occurred? (Prayer, my Lord. To You. You are the Provider.
There was one thing in the dream, my Lord: my husband. He kept in his train seat. Like he
was still where he thought he should be. Doing what he had set out to do. To get from
Point A to Point B...Focus, Lord. You alone are the Focus?)
Me first, child. Do look to My Gospel. (John 17:11-19, Lord.)
See how I speak to My Father. See how I bring You there to His Side. To be one in Him
as I am. As I am in you and you in Me. One. In My Father. Focus on My Father. Focus on Me
and you focus on My Father. Children, you must remember these facts: Of where your focus
is. Your attention can easily become absorbed by the world around you. Where am I? Do you
even know? You become absorbed into one another. Where am I? Do you even know? Do you see
Me as you search for life? Do you see the Source of Life? Do you look within to Me for
your consolation? Or outward to others? Do others take the place of Me? Are they disguised
as Me? Are they as your god? Do you see life through them, or Me?
Who do you listen to? What is your Source of Truth? Is it Me? And where do you find Me?
Where do you turn to find Me? Pure Truth? (here the Lord paused for some time)
O lambs, hear Me. I am the Way. I am the Truth. I am the Life. You cannot come to the
Father but by Me. And I have given you My Spirit of Truth and Love to Guide you. See My
Church. Governed by My Spirit. This is Truth. See Her construction, built on Scripture and
Tradition. My Way, My Word. As I would have it be. You need nurturing. I give you My Body,
My Blood. You need Love. I give you My Mother. She raised Me. She will raise you. If you
but allow it. Simple Love. Not complicated. Pure, Innocent, Love. A Mother for her child.
My Mother. Church. Relationship. Love. Alive. Truth. Me. I am Truth. I am God. I am the
Way. I am God. I am Love. I am God. I may be in you, but I AM GOD. Do not become confused,
dear lambs. It is so easy, if you move your focus from My Light, if you race off into a
tunnel of self-destruction. For without My Light you will be destroyed. I am harder to
find there. Because all around you prefer darkness. And Light becomes buried so deep in a
heart that it is almost snuffed out.
Think, children, of the true purpose of your life. It is not for worldly pleasures. It
is not for self-gratitude. It is a simple task: to Love Me. To serve Me. To know Me. All
else will peel away and die. So, why complicate it now? Do not allow this to happen to
you.
Focus. On Me. Stop. Pause. Find Me. See Me. Me. Through the eyes of your own heart.
Slow. Stop. Pause. A breath. See? It is Me. I am Peace. And quiet of heart. Let the
outside go. True Life resides here. In your heart.
Come. Be. In Me. Amen. +
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah