"I am the Way to a True Life in Me"
Message 334
Title: "I DO Love you. I Love you! I DO! And yet, My Tears do flow."
(Notebook XXXIX, pp. 59--65)
Live + Jesus
Thursday, November 20, 1997
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
My Jesus, may I speak to You of eyes? Of vision? For this morning, in prayerful practice, I have prayed that we be granted Your Vision, O Lord. And in that prayer, I began to weep. Because eyes can be so beautiful! So dancing! So full of life. But at the same moment, my Lord, You have shown me what eyes look like when a heart is closed. Then, my Lord, the eyes are like a melted "jelly".....like those of a little dead bird. Not even "blind" eyes, my Lord, but "dead" eyes. And for the sight of such eyes (within my own vision) I have cried to You, my Lord! And begged You, my Lord! Restore life to all the eyes of all our hearts, my Lord! That we would see You with clarity. O Jesus, DO let Truth prevail in our hearts! I beg You, my Lord! Return vision to each of us who seek You! Let sheer DESIRE improve the vision in our hearts! By Your Holy Name. By the Will of the Father. Amen!!
Child, how shall I separate My Own Tears from those of your own? How shall I separate the cry in My Heart for Unity of My people in Me, from the interior cry of every heart who joins Me in My Longing? O lambs, DO hear Me. If Unity and Oneness in Me is the goal of every cry...of every breath, then do not be surprised that you are joined with Me, as well, in your sorrowful hearts! Do not reserve anything from Me, children. Because we can be One in, oh, so many ways!
You will notice, lambs, that as you proceed into Oneness in Me, that the absence of hearts from this Place will give you much pain. There is an ache Here that I invite you into. Come Here with no judgment in your heart. Just a desire for Oneness in Me. And the ache I share with you comes from the Core of My Love. There is an emptiness, a cavern within My Heart for all those who refuse to fully join Me. Each independent call to reserve oneself from Me, is a pang Here which I would share with you. For you will notice one thing: that the pang of emptiness brings with it such a Love. Love for neighbor.
You must have Patience in your longing. For all good things take time. And time can heal wounds. Recall this image. [Once as my sister in Christ and I were sharing on the phone of our longing for souls who seem "afar", Jesus presented to me an interior vision and then He explained to us what we did not fully understand.....] I have shown you, child, that some people stand at their own shore, casting off into the sea those things which they think are Good. They do not recognize the error of their ways. They cannot see through their blindness. And so, they spew out actions which are not truly of Me. But they will not see the harm, until the action they gave, returns to them at their feet upon their shore. And then they shall bend to scoop up what the tide has rolled in and they will see, there among the eroded remains, that which they had done And then in that moment, they will recognize the error of their ways. Because that is how it must be with some. They must live through a whole experience to truly see what has been aside of Me.
But see, O children, how I love you! For all the while My Father has controlled the Tide. And within its movement is your freedom allowed. To be in Me as I am in thee, right from the start. Or in awhile, when the Tide returns to your shore. But lambs, hear Me. I am talking to you here, that you might come to recognize just where you are in this scene. How quick are you to see? Or how blind? Are your eyes clear? Or are they truly blind. Do you see with YOUR vision? Or MINE?
Weep for Me, if you must, O lambs. Let your tears rise from your honest heart and flow to carry My children on the Tide. That in the motion they may finally arrive at the Destination of Oneness in Me. O! Cry, and fill the Ocean for Unity, with cries for Mercy. Fill the Ocean with Merciful cries! For time will be bound and healed. And My people will be saved from the sea of destruction. They will see. All will see. All will know. All will choose. Freely. Clearly. With eyes of vision. With eyes of soul. Clear and whole. My Vision. My Vision. My Vision. Wisdom will permeate and heal your vision. Pray for My Vision! I will help you see with the Eyes of My Soul. Truth shall be your Sight. Glory will be the glint in your eyes! What do you have to fear of My Vision? Pray that all will come to see My Glory! Pray that all will come to see their God. One God. One nation. In Me. My people, I am your God! See Me. Please. Look kindly upon Me.
Vision is a Gift from God. Its Name is Wisdom. I share My Vision with you. Do not flee from Me any longer. I am Kind. I am Gentle. I ask you to BE in Me, when in fact, you already are. What I ask now, is your WILLINGNESS to be Here. In Me. As I am in thee. SEE Me! SEE My Life. SEE My Heart! See clearly the Love I bear you. Stop waiting on your shore for the returns of your own actions. Give your all and everything to Me. I am God. I am Jesus. I Love you. CHILDREN, CHILD, HEAR ME if you cannot yet see! HEAR ME! I LOVE YOU! Oh! I DO Love you. I Love you! I DO! And yet, My Tears do flow. For the ache. The pang. Of emptiness. Of those missing. Fill Me now with your Love. Will You? Please. Love Me. Amen. (Oh! Jesus! Jesus! Jesus! Here is my tear. Here is my Love. Amen.) +
(1 Maccabees 2:15-29; Psalm 50:1-2, 5-6, 14-15; Luke 19:41-44)
"The things that immediately concern the Glory of God are very different from those of the world, for which much activity is necessary; as regards the things of God, we must be content to follow His Inspirations and leave Grace to act, cooperating wholeheartedly with its movements." ["Thoughts & Sayings of St. Margaret Mary" for November 20.]
With Love, in the Two Hearts,
His Sarah
