Wednesday, September 24, 1997
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
O Lord, thank You for Your Attraction to nothingness. For, how else is it that
You bother with me? I rise from sleep in praise of You, Lord, only because You have
first stirred my heart awake. In morning prayer I am so tired I fall asleep in You
and my morning offering becomes an offering of my utter weakness. I offer You
struggle, Lord, not glorious words of prayer! I offer You a head slumped in sleep
rather than hands raised in Alleluias to You. I read Your Word and rush back to You
from bringing our son to school, and I am IMMEDIATELY drawn into You, O Lord! You
are the Gossamer Who is always present. You are the Glory Who transforms us.
We are but worthless hearts. Our only real Value is in Your Attraction to us.
We are truly nothing, Lord. But in You, my Sweet Lord, we become a part of Your All
and Everything. The world, O Lord, must be lifted from this earth by powerful
engines. You, O God, lift us up upon Your flowing Wings of Ethereal Gossamer.
O! Father, Son and Spirit.....thank You for permitting me to know You. May I
fall deeper and deeper into Your Dwelling, my Lord and my God. Amen!!
Sweet Sarah, you please Me with your words. Daughter, do you know how you
elate Me? You, dear child, soothe This Aching Heart of your God. (May I
serve You, Lord. Thank You, Lord. O Lord! Your Love makes me truly cry
with tears of Joy!!)
Sweet thing, I have drawn all My people to My Breast. The ache you feel,
child, is the ache within My Own Heart for those who would leave Me. [I could
feel a familiar ache in my left hand.] Child, record these words for Me.
Child, the offering of your tear upon your lips to Me has comforted Me further.
Sarah.....(O, yes? Lord?)
Sarah, you are of My Heart. I have placed you here, child, that I might
display you even as I do My Own Heart to My people. May I use you, child? (Yes,
Lord.)
So quick to respond to Me? (Lord, You make me smile. You know, Lord,
how when I was a little girl I would dress in whispery curtains to pretend I was a
princess And now, Sweet Loving Lord, You have made me thus. I Love you with my
entire being, Lord. And I know You will Grace me for all I would do for You.
Lord, why would I fear Perfect Love? Human Love can hurt, Lord. But Love
raised into You is Perfection. Unconditional. Eternal. In You, O Lord,
Crucifixion is Love. I submit to You, my Lord. And by Your Grace, may I please
You!!)
Amen, child? (Amen, Lord. So be it!!)
Now, Sarah, come for I would speak to My people of commitment. To Me.
Come follow Me.
Two by two. I grace you. I send you.
You may heal. You may cast out the demon in My Name. By the Power of My
Father.
I commission you. Do you accept My Desire?
Do you go where I go?
Do you go where I send you?
Do you walk MY Path?
Do you heal on pride? Or in the Power of Humility.
Do you take My lead?
Or do you lead Me?
Do you believe Me? Do you believe My Word?
Do you live My Wish, My Desire, My Hope for you?
Do you glorify My Name? Or do YOU bow in recognition?
Do you trust Me? Truly Trust Me?
Would you BE? Would you allow that first? For not to BE in Me is to
start the Journey without Me.
Re-examine My Words. Hear Me speak. KNOW that I respond to My people.
Being in Me is intimate Love. And I teach you. And I show you.
What is possible. Here in the Heart of your God.
I want you to enter the Chamber of My Love. For here, I would touch you with
Gentle Perfection. A Whisper of My Grace to fill your heart. And once we begin
to truly know one another, and Love one another, we may move on. But until that
moment, child, all is by YOUR will, not Mine. And so, when I say, "Come follow
Me," I mean to come here first: into your heart. Here where I
dwell. For unless we are whole in one another, the structure is weak. It is real,
but weak. Be strong in Me. Be one in Me. The unity of your heart to My
Own will be the unity of many.
This is God speaking, lambs. My Word is Truth. And in Me there is Much
Accomplishment. But that is the key: IN.
Be in Me. As I am in thee. That you may follow. That we may grow.
One in Me as I am in thee. Now and forever: One. Amen.
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(Ezra 9:5-9; Tobit 13:2-4,6-8; Lk. 9;1-6)
With Love, in the Two Hearts,
His Sarah