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O! How in utter blindness has so much been done to serve the hands of the enemy!
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(Notebook XLIII, pp. 170--176)
Live + Jesus
Easter Monday, April 13, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
My Lord! How is it that as I sit here, I FEEL that it IS Easter
Monday.....Not just another Monday? There is something so NEW so
ANTICIPATORY within my spirit, within my breath! Thank You, Jesus,
for Your Scripture, for the Acts of the Apostles, which I have enjoyed
so to read, since high school! Yet NOW, Lord, I feel akin to my brothers
and sisters contained therein! I feel ALIVE in their experience!
My Lord, DO Grace me that I might be worthy to be their associate, their
sister in You. Amen.
O Lord! I could cry.....I AM crying! For the REALITY of the
Faith You have given me! It is SO real, SO solid, Lord! I long
to "cut off a slice" and serve it to those who do not know You! O
Lord! Yes! Your Novena of Divine Mercy! Today we pray
for the souls of pagans who do not know You! Lord! Yes!
May my prayer in Novena and here serve to help our brothers and sisters
who do not know You! By Your Grace, my Lord. Amen.
I am the Light of the World. And I come to set the captives
free. To give sight to the blind. To give Life and Breath to
every heart who is gasping for the air of Salvation. So many would
see Me but do not. You see, dear ones, it is to the advantage of
the enemy that these fellow-lambs of yours do not see. For then it
is easier that they follow him and not Me. O! How in utter
blindness has so much been done to serve the hands of the enemy!
In the name of "goodness" so much harm has been done. All too many
do not truly know Me. For some, it is intentional. For many
it is sheer blindness, deafness, unknowingness.
But YOU. YOU KNOW ME! YOU see Me! YOU hear Me!
YOU must serve now, here, in My Presence. YOU must become My Light
in this world. So that those who are lost will be found. That
no more will be duped into betraying Me. That all who wander will
find a home in My Sacred Heart. It is for this reason that I enkindle
you with My Holy Spirit. I ignite the Flame of New Life within you.
You are recreated by the Power of My Spirit to raise your heart to Me and
to bring others Here into My Presence, that they too, may enjoy the Life
flowing from My Side.
O little ones who say you believe, do not enter a life of disbelief
by your inaction in the progress of Salvation to your brothers and sisters.
Know this: it is for you to share My Good News with all who you know.
To be the example of My Life, that I have lived, to all who would look
upon you. That the Difference they see in you is Me! (O
my Jesus! I have just returned from taking our son to school.
And I have looked up to the hillside rising to Your sky, dotted with the
houses, church, museum, roads, life in motion, in You. I have looked
to the mountain beyond, to the large blue sky over all. And then,
Tongues have poured up from within me. I do not know the language
I have prayed, Lord, but I have begun to cry. For, my Jesus, I LONG
for all to see Your Glory so very evident around us! For every heart
to PRAISE You, my Lord! By Your Grace, my Lord. In Your Time,
my Lord.)
The world around you, child, is alive in Me. So alive is that
part in Me, that the part which is not, becomes obvious. Yes, death
begins to become evident by its stench. For My Life and all in Me
has Risen. To raise you up above the clutches of the enemy.
But those who see, and still refuse, settle back down into the stench of
rotting flesh. For they prefer death and stench by their own will,
to Life Eternal by My Will. That is the only True freedom of choice.
The choice of Life or death. Living in Bliss in Me or in stench in
the enemy. All else will fall away. Be not caught in the middle.
Have I not said this? Has anyone heard? Does anyone believe?
Children! YOUR moment is NOW! Come, grasp MY Hand, or
remain in the clutches of the enemy. Turn your head to Heaven or to hell.
Black or white. So many seek Truth. Facts. Proof.
It is Me! You can only prove the Truth of Me by Believing in
Me. I am Mystery! I cannot be PROVEN. I must be BELIEVED!
Stop your senseless journey of proving My Existence! It is nothing
more than time wasted which could have been spent in being in Me!
O! How the enemy pulls the wool of his disguise over those who would
seek Me! Pride is a puffy thing which clouds men's minds. Truth
is clarity! It is the antithesis of all lie! All pride is crushed
by Truth.
Children! I have RISEN! Come forth! Rise with Me!
I lift you to My Father! I reserve your Heavenly Home! Let
your journey be in Me! Life! Not death! Eternal Glory!
Not damnation! The Truth is, I am Here! Come. Let Me
Touch you. With My Hands. Whose Hands are Mine? Are they
yours? O sweet child, I Love you. I Love you. I Love
you. Amen. +
(Acts 2:14, 22-32; Ps. 16:1-2, 5, 7-11; Mt. 28:8-15)
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah