Wednesday, February 7, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
"He could work no miracle there, apart from curing a few who were
sick by laying hands on them, so much did their lack of faith distress
Him....." [Mk. 6:5-6] Jesus! Within Your Gospel today,
my eyes have fallen on this verse: ".....so much did their lack
of faith distress Him." And I have pondered today's first reading,
Lord, and wondered if my understanding was correct: that David has
been punished for simply counting heads, conducting a census. And
in footnotes for 2 Sm. 24:10 it says: "The narrative supposes
that since the people belonged to the Lord rather than to the King, only
the Lord should know their exact number." And so, David was offered
a choice of punishment for his offense! And Jesus, coming alive in
my mind then, was the lack of faith on the part of Moses and Aaron when
Moses struck the rock to bring forth water. He had been told to hold
the stick up.....not to strike. And for this offense, Moses did not
enter the Promised Land. [Ref. Num. 20:7-12.] My Lord.....all
this has served to remind me of one thing in particular. Your first
web site, and how we decided to place a "counter" on it. And then
You had said You desired we remove the counter, and we did. Because,
Jesus, You said the souls are Yours. This is about hearts, not numbers,
You said. My Lord! Do preserve me, us, from even the most minor
offense against You! That we not feel the blow of Your Justice!
Yet Lord, thank You for Your Mercy, which grants to us Your Justice to
cleanse us of our offense.....[I pause.....] My Lord, I have just
returned from taking our son to school, and as I have sat down to be with
You, You have asked me to reference Vs. 2 of today's Psalm: "Happy
the man to whom the Lord imputes not guilt, in whose spirit there is no
guile." [Ps. 32:2]
[The Lord speaks.....]
These and all missions I have set forth are Mine! They are
not the possession of those in service. The Mission is the Way for
you to achieve a True Life in Me. I rise up from within the hearts
who serve Me, if they constantly recognize My Presence there.
My lambs, DO hear Me. You are not advantaged as the elite,
to be in My Company. It is that You are Graced to SERVE in My Company.
But be on guard lest you serve your own ego! It is for this reason
that I have spoken: Focus on Me. It is *I* Who have drawn you
here. It is *I* Who have arranged all that you might serve Me!
O! Instruments in the Sweet Orchestra of My Presence among you!
Do you know how over-joyed is My Heart when I see you serve one another
for My Sake? In those moments, children, do I pour Myself out upon
you! That I might fill you all the more! That YOU might serve
Me all the more! For, there am I in your midst! There am I
among you! It is I serving! It is I being served! It
is Me Who is Present! And My Heart swells with Love!
And I must gasp for air, for the sheer Joy of it!
And now, I would speak of Sadness which I feel, when you pull away
from Me. When you deny Me. When you look just to the side of
Me. Let Me tell you something! I have said: Satan, get
behind Me! And, dear ones, he has! And he stands there, trying
to distract you. Even as you come to ME he tries to distract you.
Do you see the glimmer? He has held up a mirror to reflect the light
which might enter near him, to attract you, distract you to just an aside
of Me. You do not have to travel very far to be so distracted by
him. That little glimmer of light is false: the one that draws
you from a direct focus on Me. Look and see a Carpenter Who is Lord,
not a carpenter who thinks he is Lord! There is SUCH a difference,
lambs. And the one who declares the falsehood distracts so many more,
by mere voice. By self-opinion. From the mouth of the distracted
comes forth a path to Satan, himself.
Focus on Me! Focus on Me! Abide by Me! See Me clearly!
Hear My Voice! How are you to be sure. How are you to be sure?
I have told you! Worry is not of Me. Doubt is not of Me.
Focus on Me! Hear Me! See Me! In My Light, distraction
becomes a glaring warning sign. In Me, the beacon of the enemy falls
short of a flickering candle about to be extinguished.
DO YOU LISTEN TO ME? DO YOU OBEY ME? PRECISELY?
Be attentive to My needs! Recall that it is the Lord your God Who
you serve! It is Me, not you! It is God, not the world!
It is God, NOT Satan! Be VERY CAREFUL of this! Be more attentive
to how YOU behave, than to the behaviour of those around you! Yet,
Love your neighbor as yourself. Love your enemy, for in Me, all are
one!
Children, I do see you try! But even in trying, I see how vulnerable
you are to even minor distractions. I shall help you to focus on
Me! Pray My Name often! Yes! Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!
It is *I* Who teaches you to pray thus! Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!
Do not slight the Power of My Name!
My lambs, may I tell you something? I wince as I see you disobey
Me. Because I see you veering from Me. And Oh! I Love
you so! So very, very, much! I shall Love you MORE! Until
you are Mine! The valley you are in is one you have reached by your
own feet. But just as you have walked down into it, you shall rise
up from it! By My Grace. By My Love. For, the river in
the valley is Mine! All creation is Mine! My Hand reaches down
to scoop you up! My Hand is in yours, that we might walk together
to climb, up from the valley floor! O! How I care for you,
My beloved!
Yes, My beloved! I have called you Mine! You are not
a number! You are My heart! You are One in Me! I have
searched for you. And I have found you: here! In
My Vision! In My Heart! Yes! Here! In Me!
Yes! In Me!
Sweet lambs: listen to Me. Obey Me. Love Me.
Be in Me. Focus on Me, that you would come to be, and to never leave.
Me. Amen. Amen. Amen. In Me. Amen.
In Me. I Sigh on you. I Breathe on you. I Look on you.
I Cry on you. I Bathe you in My Love! Amen. I cannot
suppress My Love for you! I shall stop speaking for this moment!
But My Love endures forever! Amen, My Love. Amen.
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(2 Sm. 24:2, 9-14; Ps. 32:1-2, 5-7; Mk. 6:1-6)
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah
