Message 412
Title: "O! How big a stone rests in a prideful heart!"
(Notebook XLI, pp. 136--140)
Live + Jesus
First Friday, February 6, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
Child, will you move your pen across the page that I might speak
to My children? (My Lord! Speak! Instruct us each!
May we learn more and more of You through the power of your Holy Word.
Amen!!)
Let us speak of sin. Sin committed. Sin recognized.
Sin forgiven in a sorrowful heart. I speak of David. My David.
There is a difference, no? [Jesus refers to David's penitent
heart vs. Herodias and Herod.] For in sin covered and grown in
a heart, they have beheaded My Beloved John. An innocent lamb given
in Life for Me until his dying breath.
O! The plottings in secret! O! The plottings in quiet!
O! To cover the wrong that was done! O! How heavy is
a guilty heart! To recognize the wrong, and yet, not to do the right!
O! How big a stone rests in a prideful heart! And to fall and
to succumb to the heavy weight of the enemy's lure! But look!
It is always your choice! To recognize the wrong and right it!
To come to Me in sorrow for My Perfect Forgiveness and Grace! Or
to fall to the enemy. To swallow his bait. And to be lured
even more into the cache of the enemy. Who has not walked freely
this path? For everyone is given a moment of brightness that they
might see the wrong which has been done!
The enemy exists. But his greatest power rests in your own
pride. Pride is the turning point. Where you can either bow
before Me.....relinquishing pride; or to bow to the enemy and succumb to
the deaths of sin. I say "deaths" because one turn to pride invites
many falls before that sin. O! Like an avalanche, do the weighty
rocks of sin fall upon you! And you have entered a world of darkness.
Where True Light is snuffed. Where poison fills the air. Where
a full breath is contained in a thimble full of air. Suffocation
and stagnation are the norm. And sin is preferred to the Glory of
Me.
Now, where is the help? Where is the Hope? I am the Voice
Crying in this wilderness, children, for you have been saved! There
is NO darkness that My Light cannot pierce! And prayer for you marks
the way! Pinholes into the darkness have been pierced with My Cries
for Mercy. Cries from My Heart from My very Cross! Cries in
My people who pray for My Mercy! Through the depth of My Wounds pours
the Truth of My Light. And Grace flows down upon a repentant heart!
My Grace is immediate to the crying soul. But you must breathe
in My Life Which I pour down upon you. O cycle of death, which is
sin: Be thou broken by My Most Precious Blood. O Water and
Blood, pour from My Side upon My humble servant who seeks My Mercy.
Pour upon, fill, nourish, cleanse, this worthy heart who has returned to
My Side. One wink, one look, one "yes Lord" do I accept from so broken
a soul. O sweet, humble servant who has winked, glanced My Way, know
that I have lifted you from your sorrowful place. See the Glory of
My Forgiveness! It is My Eternal Kingdom.
What is it you listen to for advice? The Word of the Lord?
As did David? Or the lure of the enemy, as did Herod? Hear
Me now in union with My John: Repent! Repent! Repent!
Hear our cry!
I look. I see a Drop of My Blood fall upon you. Be healed.
Be saved. In Me. Be reconciled to My Body. Be Graced
by My flowing Life-giving Water from My Mercy. My Mercy. My
Life. One. In Me. I would soothe you. I would anoint
you. I pour My Precious Life upon you. Here, from My Side.
Here, from My Heart. One Life. In Me. Whole and Complete.
Sacrifice received by My Father. Repentance from you. Salvation
from Me. Received by My Father. Whole. Complete.
In Me. Amen. +
(Sir. 47:2-11; Ps. 18:31, 47, 50-51; Mk. 6:14-29)
With Love, in the Two Hearts,
His Sarah
