Message 406
Title: "Broken Faith; broken
Promise; limited Vision; In Me, from you to Me."
(Notebook XLI, pp. 97--103)
Live + Jesus
St. John Bosco
Saturday, January 31, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
O Lord, teach me Your Word! Break open for me, O Lord, the meaning, the connective
tissue of Your Word today. O Lord, school was not my favourite place, yet to YOU, O Lord,
I rush to learn! O Holy, Gentle Teacher, I come to learn Your Ways. Feed me, O Lord, Your
Holy Word. I am sitting here with interest. What will Your Lesson be, O Lord, that I might
better Live in You? Amen!!
[Jesus speaks.....]
Broken Faith; broken Promise; limited Vision; In Me, from you to Me. When so much has
been given! This is the Lesson of My Word today. For David had, but he lost sight of Me.
And My Apostles had, but they lost sight of Me, even though I was there in their midst.
And what is the anchor, pulling all down? SIN! For an anchor may be necessary to hold a
craft at bay. But for your heart, O children, it must be free to sail on My Sea of Faith.
Can you not see that?
My David has sinned! My sweet anointed has sinned! He has worn the yoke of sexual
prowess. He has become chained to the lure of the enemy! His eyes have strayed from My
Course! He has become fixated on the moment! The moment of desire. To fulfill a personal
need, for the forsaking of Me! I have given him My Word! My anointing! I have called him
Mine. That he should serve Me! And My Justice is coupled with My Mercy! But a cleansing
must be made! The sin must be paid for! Though My Mercy welcomes sinners! Justice is Mine!
For this is a most grievous offense. Did you think you could enter My Palace in such a
sullied state? That you can enter at all is by the Sacrifice I have made. That you come to
Me at all is by My Mercy! That purification is possible on your part, is My Justice. For I
prepare you as a lamb for the feast! I Desire that you be spotless! O lamb: I whisper in
your ear! Do you hear Me in your heart? I pray that you do. Know this, O one to whom I
speak: I am here while all you do transpires in the secrecy of your heart! What you have
done; what it is you do: I am aware. That you think you hide from Me, is yet another
charade of the enemy! O! How fogged men's mind can become! O pride! You are the froth on
this sea of emotion which has caused My child to drift into harm's way! Be still! Be gone!
[It is as though Jesus' Hands are extended over the sea, into the distance where I can
see the horizon.]
And so, here am I in your Presence. Do you take the time to notice Me? To learn from
Me? Or do you exclude Me? Am I not the same Lord, here in a storm, as I am on the distant
shore? Is there not Peace and Security in Me here in the storm, as well as there where all
is safe and secure? Come, child. Rest in the Bosom of My Father. Know that all things are
His. There is no storm greater than His Strength. All shall be put to rest. Come, and
learn from My Strength. My sleep. My comfort in Him Who is My Father. Who is yours by My
Sacrifice.
Where are we, then, in life? Where are YOU, then, in Me? Are you with Me, save the
moments you reserve for yourself? Then, you are not yet in Me! For to be in Me is to leave
outside, even, your arms. That if you should fall overboard, you will rest in Me. Without
your arms to swim. But to be saved by being in Me. To relinquish your feet. Lest you tread
water aside of Me. Do you see what I ask of you? The world will criticize this, children.
And if part of you resists the sanity in My Word, then you have just discovered the part
of you that is not in Me. For I long for you completely.
The plottings of men will be exposed. The grumblings of men will be heard out loud.
The sin in secret must be brought into the Light. Why? That you would be healed! How? By
Faith! Utter Faith in Me!
Daughter! I have taught you, no? (Yes! My Lord! Yes! My Jesus! I SEE where once
I had been blind!.....O JESUS! You have healed me? This was a blindness! Even this!
[understanding His Words to me] O JESUS! Suddenly.....I understand a bit more of HEALING
in You! I have not asked for this Lesson, yet You have taught me and Graced me with
Understanding! YES, Jesus! There is much blindness within me! THANK YOU, LORD! O Great
Teacher! And I had not asked, but even You have woven in the words of St. Margaret Mary!
O, JESUS! How Great Thou Art! O JESUS! Praise be to God! Alleluia! God be praised! O! The
Lightness of Truthful Teaching! O! The Peace which flies within me for clear vision in
You! O JESUS! Can anyone even understand my elation in You? I pray so, my Lord. That we
would all be more and more, one in You. Amen.)
I teach My Lesson. Repeat it, children who would learn, if you did not grasp it the
first time. For I come for this Purpose: to teach. That you would learn. To be. In Me.
Amen. +
(2 Sm. 12:1-7, 10-17; Ps. 51:12-17; Mk. 4:35-41)
"If you find within yourself an abyss of pride and vain esteem, bury these
passions in the abyss of the Humility of the Sacred Heart, Where you must lose all that
stirs you interiorly, so as to be arrayed in His Sacred Annihilations."
["Thoughts & Sayings of St. Margaret Mary" for January 31.]
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah
