Title: "
Sin wears many disguises! It hides like a deep, dark cancer, to rot away the life in your soul.
"
(Notebook XLVI, pp. 21--29)
Live Jesus
Friday, July 10, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
Daughter, will you move your pen, that I shall speak? (Lord?
Is it You?)
I am the Father of all children. All do not yet know My Son,
but all children know Me. Even those who would deny Me, acknowledge
Me by their very denial.
O lambs of every nation, DO hear Me! I have created you with
such diversity. This is so that you would be to the benefit of one
another as you strive to come back to Me. I look upon you.
I breathe upon you. I give you Life, True Life in Me. But you
must take the Hand of your Father Who Loves you so tenderly. I take
you to My Son. I have made His Life evident in your midst. Who has
ever done what He has done for you? You who deny Me, deny Him.
And likewise, in denying Him, you acknowledge Him.
Children! Do you not yet see that this life is a fleeting thing?
So easily can all you call "life" be washed away or burned from your midst.
You look to resolve the diseases in this world. Do you work as hard
at eliminating the sin in your life? Sin breeds insurrection.
O children! Sin wears many disguises! It hides like a deep,
dark cancer, to rot away the life in your soul. O children!
I look upon My Son with His Extended Arms. They are nailed for you.
I look upon His Dying Breath. He suffocates for you. O look
upon His Holy Feet which are impaled by a nail upon His Cross. These
Feet traveled to gather you to bring you to Me. All too many ridicule
Him, still. Still do I hear the taunting crowds. Still do I
see His members, absent. Still gathered in fear are you. Still
accepting silver for betrayals are you. Still fighting with zeal
are you. Where is Love? Where is Peace? Where is
Unity?
All too often do you look outward for a cure, when the need to be
cured is within you. You surround yourselves with towers of words,
but your heart is in need of great repair. Did My Son not make a
plea that all would be One? How do you achieve this? By dividing
yourselves? By slicing into the whole?
Children, I ask you: what was complicated about the Life of
My Son? His Wardrobe, His meal, His Word was Simplicity. How
can you be like Him if you suffer from the pains of complication?
Children! Evil abounds! With the weakness of minds he
has his way. What is worse: with a pride filled heart he has
his rule. And you do not see it. For years he has fed you pride,
a little at a time, and each time he has fed you he has told you that bad
is.....good. You have tasted confusion and he has told you it is
peace. He has fed you lies and you have understood that it is truth.
He has raised your finger, that you may point it at your neighbor to declare
that all around you are wrong and that you are right.
Children, let Me help you. If you are on the defense, there
is something to ask your heart, "Why?" Did My Son defend Himself?
Truth stands alone. Do you subdivide yourself from the whole?
Do you deem a name for the movement of yourself from the whole? Child,
if you are in separation from the whole of it, yes the Church, I ask you,
"Where is the Unity in that?"
Newness can be a very scary thing to some. Newness requires
trust. Look at the Life of My Son. He broke from the norm.
He challenged the hearts of mankind. He stood for Truth, even when
confronted with the tradition of His Birth. Yes, I speak of Christianity
being born from Israel, the land of Judaism. Newness. It hurt
those who refused to see. It freed those who waited in Trust that
the Word would be fulfilled.
Children, I am your Father. I know you well. I see how
painful new birth is for you. That is why I give you birth as a babe
in the womb of your mother. As an infant, you have trusted the security
of the womb. As a babe, you have trusted the movement of your mother's
womb as you have been born, as she forced you from her very being.
Children, you were born, despite yourselves. Born as a babe, trusting,
sucking from the life of your mother.
The Church is your Mother. She gives birth to new Life.
The Spirit is Life. True Life in Me. Do you not trust your
Mother any longer? Child, you are becoming a very difficult birth.
You refuse to be born. You long to stay in the womb beyond your time.
You are hurting the health of your Mother. You are the concern of
your whole family. Do you not trust in the Spirit of God? The
Word of God is calling you forth. Do you not hear? Do you rely
on My Word, or your own? O Remnant! I am purifying you.
You MUST be purified. For there is a stain on your garment.
It is marred with pride.
Children, do you think I am wrong? How do these Words sit in
your heart? Is there disruption? Yes, I know. I
see your struggle. Come to Me, My child, I would console you.
Let us open your heart and examine its contents. Is there a sadness,
a longing in your heart? A pain at the separation in the Body?
Come, I will Grace you. Let Me hoe you to make you yield a full harvest.
I care for My children, if they would let Me. Afterall, I am God,
and you are not. But I am Father and you are child. Will you
accept your inheritance? As I would give it to you? In its entirety?
The new with the old, as I would deign it be. As My Spirit has ordained
it be. As the Movement of Your Mother's womb would have it
be?
Children! You know precisely what I am talking about!
There are wolves in the sheepfold. There are dissidents. There
is confusion! Shall I be the One to expose you? Or will you
come NOW in this time of Mercy to My Side and seek the forgiveness which
is yours, but for your own repentant heart? I Love you, O family,
O children of Mine. Will you pause long enough within your own crusade
to take My Hand? I would take you for a walk. Here. Let
us climb the hill. See? My Son. He is Here. See
His Sacrifice? See His Blood. See His Body. He
has given all for you. Take and eat. Take and drink.
One Body. One Lord. One table. One Sacrifice. Children:
the language is Love. However you hear it, it is LOVE! Do you
Love one another as He has Loved you? Do you Love one another as
We LOVE you? Are you willing to be one in Us as we are in you?
Are you willing to forsake all your thoughts for the sake of pure Trust
in Me? Children! Do you hear Me crying out to you???
Do not become a wolf.....the disguise is almost a part of you! You
long for a warning? This is your warning! Come to ME all who
labour and are weary. *I* will give you rest. Be one in Me
as I am in thee. Yes! One! Now! Obey! Please!
Please! PLEASE!
[I hear Jesus.....]
F-A-T-H-E-R! I pray they have heard our voice!
Shalom! I Love you. Amen.
(Hosea 14: 2-10; Ps. 51:3-4, 8-9, 12-14, 17; Matthew 10:16-23)