Title: "
Humility is a Grand Virtue which takes a lifetime to grow within.
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(Notebook XLVI, pp. 29--37)
Live Jesus
Feast of St. Benedict, Saturday, July 11, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
Child, hear the Words of your Lord as you hear them flowing from
My Mouth. (My Lord and my God! I bow before You, O Majesty
of my soul.) Child, Who do you say that I am? .....Child.....? (My
Lord! It is as though I can see You looking at Me.....as a teacher
does.....awaiting my answer. My Lord! You have already read
my heart! My Lord! You see the words there which could fill
volumes of Who You are to me. My Lord.....You are my Lord and my
God.
And I bow in Your Holy Presence.)
Sweet Sarah, do hear Me speak to your heart and to others:
It is a matter of heart, dear ones. If My Kingdom is visible now,
it is in the life in every heart. My Life which I instill there.
See, that if any difference is to be achieved in this world, it will be
by your willingness to live the Message of Salvation in your midst.
I say LIVE. Because talk comes all too easily. Words pile up on words.
But life is ongoing, visible, real. Words can dissipate if they are
not lived. Is not MY Word the LIVING Word? Are you alive in
it? Or am I in bondage to YOUR words? Which words are Perfect?
Mine? Or yours?
Hear Me now on this issue: Your words are cheap, unless they
rise from a purified heart. You must come to Me often to be purified
of sin. Your sinful nature is a weakened condition, of the soul I
have breathed into you. I had given you Perfection but you marred
that with your choice to sin. And though I have lifted the bondage
by My Life and by My Death and Resurrection, your sinful nature remains.
To grow in Me rapidly you must come to do all I would do for you.
But I will not make you come to confession. I leave the footsteps
to you. That you would notice My encouragements along the way.
For I cannot proceed with unprepared hearts. Hearts unwilling to
reconcile themselves before Me, are hearts in possession of themselves.
They cling to pride. For despite what the mind is telling you, children,
you are weak and you are sick if you are not living in the fullness of
My Light. And if you do come to Me often, you must come to grow beyond
the failing that you bring to Me repeatedly. For the repetition indicates
your unwillingness to change. I have graced you to change, but you
have refused the benefit I have bestowed upon you.
And so, if My Kingdom is to be visible now, it is by the visible
Life in your hearts. I speak to YOU! Do not perform what you
think I would have you do. I am unimpressed with things you think
I need. For child, I need nothing. But I choose to need you.
There is a difference. I long, mostly, for your purified heart.
Because in the purified Kingdom, I reign. And there is much I can
accomplish , many times by what would be judged your inaction. Purified
heart.... purified prayer! Yes! Prayer can become an action
if you are truly listening to Me.
My lambs, hear Me. I come to make you whole. You cannot
truly be working for Me until you bare your soul. So often, I am
restricted. When YOU prearrange how *I* shall act, I am restricted.
Yet, you have gone through the motion of pious act and you think you have
achieved much. This is a case of deception. I ask that you
come to Me honestly, humbly. To admit your faults, yes, but by this
act to admit your sinful nature. That before Me you declare that
I am God and you are not. That you cannot achieve without Me.
That you would walk through life, My Life I have given you, in complete
trust in Me. Recall what I have taught you, child. (Yes,
Lord. You have taught us to come to you in all things in a certain order
of preparation. You have said, my Lord, that we should:
1. Pray
2. Discern the Truth
3. Love
4. Focus on You
And then you may proceed. (Yes, my Lord and my God.
Jesus, I Love You.)Child! You begin to learn. (By Your Grace, my Lord.)
And all hearts are in progress. Progress is the keyword.
Do you ever think you have achieved a state of accomplishment? This
is a moment in pride! For if you are always in progress, you have
failed to achieve.....fully, by the sheer motion of your life. Humility
is a Grand Virtue which takes a lifetime to grow within.
And so I have spoken of darkness and light. [ref. today's
Gospel] Evil will be exposed. It cannot remain in the Presence
of Me. And My Light increases as you, who have been waiting in the
darkness of lack of true knowledge of Me, emerge from your cocoon.
And your new life begins. In My Light.....Grace, much Good will pour
forth! And you will flow in your life by the Generosity of your God.
For those who now experience tragedy: your world has grown quite
small. The focus is shifted to the horror of the moment. But
even there, I work! Yes, remain in prayer that you might see the
Truth of your situation; a Truth according to My Holy Will. Then
your Love will be pure for you will see clearly with My Vision, the scope
of your Love.....the "how" of your Love. Yes. Completely.
But you are able because of My Grace flowing into your open, receptive
heart. And you shall remain fixated, focused, on Me. Why would
you look elsewhere? Focus on Me that all which you do is in the Scope
of My Blessing.
Be in Me. Above the norm set by humankind. You are children
of God, capable of much. For I have Graced you thus. Let the
Light pour forth. Let My Visibility be in the words that you speak.
In the deeds that you do. In your heart. It is all just a matter
of heart. Purified. Alive in Me. Amen.
(Is. 6:1-8; Ps. 93:1-2, 5; Mt. 10:24-33)
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah