Title: "
This is a story of the world according to God, not of the world according to YOU!
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(Notebook XLVI, pp. 52--58)
Live Jesus
Blessed Kateri Tekawitha, Tuesday, July 14, 1998
Tuesday, July 14, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
O comfortable home! This book! This place! This corner
of prayer! This knowledge that my Lord and my God Desires, Thirsts,
for His people to talk to Him! Praise be to Almighty God Who stoops
down from His Heavenly Throne to be among His people! Lord!
You are in my very breath! Lord! You beat within my very heart!
Lord! My blood rushes through Your Very Veins.....I have been that
absorbed into You by the Power of Your Holy Eucharist! My Lord and
my God.
I bow before You, O Majesty of my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for my broken heart. Look, Lord! I come
to resemble You! And suddenly, my Lord, what is aching and
broken feels very right! Thank You, O Lord, for permitting me to
taste just a bit of Your Life: Your Fervor for each one of us, Your
Disappointment at our lack of progress. My Lord and my God!
How very Sweet are Your Holy Wounds! How very warm and Loving is
this Place within You! O God! Conversion is a process ongoing
within me! By Your Gentle Hand, by Your Magnificent Grace!
By You and You alone, my Lord.
I Love You, my Lord. Amen.
[Jesus speaks.....]
It is Sheer Love for each one of you which has drawn Me from My
Heavenly Home to this place that I might become a one of you. Yes, My Father
has ordained it and I have pleased Him, and I am Glad! My Heart rejoices.
Ah, yes! But sadness has filled this Heart Divine as well; then,
as I walked in your midst; and now as I am with you even still. For
in too many cases, it was those who knew Me best, have come to know Me
least. I place My Word into their hearts and they move it to their
heads. They refuse Me; they cast Me out.
My little ones, I Love you. Can you not remain simple and small
long enough that you would taste the Sweet Reward of your growth
in Me? Can you not see that I can grow the greatest soul from the
very least among you? Has this not been done? Do you not call
them "saint".....do you not call them "blessed"? For My Church, in
Her Holy Wisdom, has given forth these who I have held and transformed
in your midst. There, too, while in their lives, My Presence went
unnoticed and worse, was refused. What makes them "saint", but the
WHOLE of their lives. A great mind is not saint without the heart
where he grew. The flower blooms in the heart, My lambs! The
scent rises from the heart! The richness of who you are becoming
rises in that part of you eternal, your soul!
Ah! The taste of that apple! The need for self-knowledge
is so great that the fruit picked in error continues to stain your lives!
Yes you are Here now in Baptism, but the remnants of the seeds of poison
penetrate your hearts. For each one who refuses to grow in Me, you
are thriving on a poison instead. Its bitterness is disguised, its
poison made milder. So that you are becoming not a saint, but a victim
of the enemy!
Do you hear Me? How do you hear Me? Holistically as does
a saint? Or exclusively as does the world? Do you accept some
of My Word and reject the rest?
[Jesus spoke with *great* emphasis.....] One God! One
Body! One! No divisions! Do not be the cause of divisions!
I warn you! Do not divide My Body any longer! I shall survive!
I already have!
O children! I see your confused faces! You do not understand
Me? Then go.....come to Me and pray! I shall enlighten you.
Children! How do you expect to see My True Light without a prayerful
soul? Your heart must bow to My Greatness. Let ME fill
you with the knowledge you need to know! I created you to Love Me,
to know Me, to serve Me. In the way I would be served. Be grateful
and satisfied with the way I would use you. Do no more. Do
no less. Your unrest comes from your own dissatisfaction of where
I would have you in Me!
Sweet lambs, there is a division between us. It is your free
will. I WILL NOT abuse it. You ask Me to spoon feed you.
I can only do so much of this. Recall: your Life in Me is a
process. I expect a certain maturity from you even while you remain
childlike within Me. Children: It is the CHILDISHNESS which
must go. There is a distinct difference.
Now look! I would absorb you if you would let Me. You
long to receive Me.....then why do you spit Me out? The purpose of
you receiving Me is that you would become more a part of ME! Not
that you would mould Me to suit YOUR needs, YOUR desires of how I, Who
am God, should behave in YOUR life. This is a story of the world
according to God, not of the world according to YOU!
Child! For one moment, I Desire that you be tranquil in My
Arms. Fall asleep Here if you wish! I shall cradle you.
I shall wipe away your tears. I shall hold you until you give, finally,
all your worries and fears to Me. Completely to Me. I would
have you believe Me, fully, once and for all.
Will you continue to refuse Me? Will you continue to make Me
to suit yourself? Child! I am God, and at times you tire even
ME out! Child.....I am smiling gently upon you. Do you see
My Warm Love upon you? I have come to speak to you that you would
become more, a part of Me. Now I wait. I look to My Arms.
Will you come? Will you stay? Will you grow? In Me?
By Me? Through Me? Upon whom will you rely?
(Is. 7:1-9; Ps. 48:2-8; Mt. 11:20-24)
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah