Title: "
And now I await this moment when you shall come before Me with a penitent heart.
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(Notebook XLVI, pp. 120--125)
Live Jesus
Tuesday, July 28, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
O my Lord! My heart has filled with tears as I read the last lines
of Your Gospel [of today]. Dear Jesus, through the Merits of Your
Holy Wounds, may the Father Grant us His Mercy. O my Lord!
O Holy Spirit! Do give vision to all hearts that we may see the condition
of our souls. O Lord! That not one of us would give You
Just Cause to cast us into the fires of hell. O dearest Holy Mother
Mary, pray for us sinners now, and at the hour of our death. Amen.
O Lord, do flood my heart with the Light of Your Truth, that I might
see myself with the Gift of Your Understanding. That I might willingly
beg You to cleanse me of my sins, weaknesses, scars of sin, guilt, every
flaw, O Lord! Please, my Lord and Master! Do assist me in this!
O Holy Mother Mary, gentle, pure Virgin, please pray for me. Amen.
My Lord, I am having a vision [interior], similar to one of a week or so
ago. And I hear You say, my Lord, "The Truth is in My Tabernacle."
And where it had been You holding that child's flat toy [sand] sifter,
now it is Your angels, my Lord. And it is being held by two angels,
one on either side of Your Tabernacle. And they are slowly shifting
the wheat from the chaff which is in that sifter. My Lord!
If what falls away is the chaff, it is slowly falling, like a most gentle
rain of dust, down upon Your
Tabernacle! My Lord?
The heavier grain remains, My child, in the care of My Angels.
See! Suspended over My Tabernacle are you who know Me. See!
You are in the hands of My angels. But you who fall through, see
where it is I permit you to fall.....down upon Me. That Here in My
Presence, you might come to know Me. Finally. Here where I
call all people. To the Truth of My Existence. Here in My Holy
Eucharist!
O children, if there is any hope for you, it is in Me! And
I bid My angels to deliver you to Me. The threshing is slow and steady
in these days. Now I give to you some time to willingly fall before
Me. Come to Me: all. I have died for your sin.
Do not be afraid to come before Me in your guilt, for I have already suffered
and died for every sin you would present to Me. There is NOTHING
that you would bring to Me that I do not already see. Child!
I have known you for all time. Before you were born. And now
I await this moment when you shall come before Me with a penitent heart.
O child, gentle one, come! My Hands of Absolution are sweet and kind.
I place you in the care of My priest. The hand he lifts in absolution
is My Own. And by the sheer act of your honest contrition, all sin
is forgiven. ALL sin is forgotten, by Me.
And so, I do allow this image that you would understand the full
call of My Mercy! "Father, forgive them for they know not what they
do." Have I not pleaded your case before My Father from the Place
of Conviction: My Cross? Have I not already done all to expiate
you of your sin? All I ask now from you is the motion of your repentant
heart.
O chaff! I Love you! I await you! I bid to you.
See! You are in the care of My angels. Do allow this motion
in Me, this motion toward Me. I would not lose a one of you.
Now is the moment! I fight for you, child. Yes! I the
Lord, am fighting for My people. You. See? I send you
My Mother. Do not discount her warning words. Evil is not happy
with her presence among you. For, the gentle hands of My Mother would
bring you to Me. Stay in the care of My Mother. The angels
who are her court are charged, likewise, to bring all children found along
the way to Me. See! Divine Providence surrounds you.
O child! O children! God IS saving His people. The moment
is NOW. In Me. By the hands of My Mother. In the care
of My angels. Now. Come to Me. Amen.