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Concern yourself not, with what you would give to Him. Just follow Him. And you will be transformed.
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(Notebook XLV, pp. 152--158)
Live Jesus
Saturday, June 27, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
[Jesus speaks.....]
My people! Will you understand the power of your God?
Will you hear My Voice? Will you obey Me? Will you truly, LIVE
My Word? Will you take heed of the warning? The suffering of
those who have gone before you? Suffering because they did not heed
My Word? Physical suffering is nothing compared to the suffering
and anguish of a heart. [I turned to pray to the Holy Spirit
and Holy Mother for a certain discernment, and then I heard our Blessed
Mother speak.....]
Child, I shall speak this day. (Holy Mother!
Your voice! So sweet. Hello, my Mother!) Child,
you greet me? (Yes, my Holy Mother.) [We have just
begun to converse when my youngest son enters the room for an early breakfast.
I ask permission to pause and Holy Mother says I may take care of "her
son."]
O daughter, and lambs of my Son, hear the voice of your Mother.
I stand in silence many a day and I see my Son weep for you.
Do you know what it does to the heart of a Mother to see her Son cry?
To cry for years? To cry for centuries? To cry for almost 2000
years?.....For I have not witnessed His lament before He came to make my
womb the Temple of God.
My children, would you not listen to the breaking heart of your
Mother? Would not my tears cause you to change your ways? Children,
my Son is the Son of God. He Desires only the very best for
you. Even in the face of a desperate cross, He will Grace you with
all that you need. O little children, DO come to see with the Eyes
of God! He has already Graced you, little ones. His Arms of
Love Embrace you. But to know these things, you must be willing to
put aside the things of this world into their rightful place. NOTHING
comes ahead of God, little ones. NOTHING!
When you bow before Him, you must examine what is still before
you, before which you bow. For the ways of the world and the things
of this world are hard to part with. But it is where your heart is
before God, that is paramount, my little children.
Know this, little ones of God who are my children as well, there
are embedded objects in your hearts. I ask you to pray to my Holy
Spouse, the Most Holy Spirit, that you would be healed. For the most
important and lasting healing is that of your heart.
Look now, and listen to these words of your Mother. May
I tell you that I accompany my Son on His Journey to bring you safely Home?
And see? My Son is with you constantly. But you do not come
to visit Him often enough, or at all. Yes, I see some of you in attendance,
but your numbers are all too few. Do you hear the words you pronounce?
At every Mass? At every Eucharistic Feast? "Say but the Word
and I shall be healed." Little children, do you try to truly hear
His Word to you? Do you permit the Will of God to heal you by relinquishing
your own will to Him?
O little lambs, my lambkins, I know that this is very difficult.
Because a will is such an expansive thing. So let us look at why
you would not give to Jesus, your will.
Are you afraid of what He might do to you? He would only
be able to Love you more; for right now, some of His Love for you slides
over you and falls away for the angels to scoop up because you refuse to
be fully open to Him. Yes, little ones, your will is a holy gift
from God. And He shall never take it from you. But to hide
yourself from God is a truly foolish activity. He sees all that you
do. He has seen you for all time. He sees you even now in all
Eternity.
Come, walk with me. Let me help you to understand how it
is to say "yes" to God. Little lambs, I am a human just like
you. It is the increase of Grace which has changed my soul.
I, too, live in bowed reverence before God. Even now. And forever.
Come here. I will take your hand and let you stand beside me.
Let us, together, bow before God. Do you know what, children?
He will accept the littlest gift from you. A part of your will.
A glance from you. A wink. A bow. O! How God Loves your
heart! How I want to show you all the Glory of Him. But children,
there are some things a Mother just cannot do. For in the Wisdom
that God places in the heart of a Mother, comes the knowledge that her
child must taste of life on his or her own. And so, yes. I
stand silently and I pray for you. I will help you if you ask.
But I can see that right now you want to try this on your own.
Your Mother lets go of your hand. That you might learn the
balance to be able to walk steadily, on feet grounded in Faith. O,
but my child! I am HERE! I can never let go of my sight of
you. For *I* am your Mother. And if you but call, I shall rush
to your side. And if you should ever want to meet with me, I shall
tell you where we can meet.
I stand next to my Son at His Tabernacle. For He is my Son.
Yes, this Eucharistic Lord. Here I am. For the heart of every
mother is always with her child. I am you Mother. I give you
my heart. Would you like to please your Mother? Then follow
my Son, Jesus. Concern yourself not, with what you would give to
Him. Just follow Him. And you will be transformed.
O my son; O my daughter, I Love you. From His Cross.
Now and forever. Amen. [And then, smiling with Love,
Blessed Mother says.....] Sweet things.....you are MY sweet
things, too!
(Lamentations 2:2, 10-14, 18-19; Psalm 74:1-2, 3-7, 20-21; Matthew
8:5-17)
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah