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I request only honest sorrow. I request that you sin no more.
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(Notebook XLIII, pp. 75--80)
Live + Jesus
Fifth Sunday of Lent, March 29, 1998
Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,
[The Lord speaks.....]
Poised with pen, I wait to speak. Shall I come to you?
Or, shall YOU come to Me? Where shall we meet, Heart to heart?
O children! Do you not see the stain of sin upon your soul?
Do you not cringe at certain actions you perform? Do you hide in
darkness, that which you do? May I tell you something? My Light
permeates every darkness. In Me there is only Light and Truth.
Sin is so natural to your fallen state. Despite My Grace, you
fall again because you permit it. You walk, sometimes blindly, into
the viper's den. It is for this reason, I plant within you a Natural
Law, that you would know, within your being, right from wrong. Is
there any wonder your world has become filled with so much noise?
All are there to distract you. I do not condemn these things, but
their wrongful use. You must pause to hear the natural echo in your
heart.
Lambs, hear Me. Truly, I do not need to convict you.
In a moment of Truth, you DO see the misalignments in your own heart.
Is My Way prevailing? Or your own? If there is guilt, why does
it weigh heavy on your heart? Allow Me to HEAL you, child!
My Mercy endures forever!
Your sins, it is true, have nailed Me to a Cross. But LAMBS,
this is likewise, a place of Glory! For though I am nailed here,
you may join Me here to be set free. For this is the Place of transfiguration!
Here does all sin get left behind and here is where your heart, mind and
soul can be lifted to My Father. Recall, little ones, that the very
Purpose of My Life was to set you free from the bondage of sin. Come
to Me. Be full and free in Me! Let YOU be My Purpose, fulfilled!
L-A-M-B-S! Do you not see Me looking at you? Do you not
see My Open Arms? Do you not feel even a hint of My Gentle Love?
Yes! DO look on Me and see My Glory. And in that moment, DO
see the stain of your sin! But REALIZE, lambs, ALL is forgiven
by the willingness of ONE REPENTANT HEART: Y-O-U-R-S!
Shall I be harsh? O.....Why would you come to Me? I request
only honest sorrow. I request that you sin no more. O CHILD!
I look upon you as you come to Me! My Heart leaps and flies to greet
your advance! The very Purpose of My Life is being fulfilled by your
every advance toward Me! There is Joy in My Heart which is boundless
because of you. What can you say to Me which I have not already heard?
The sweetest word: Lord, forgive me.
O! My child! I would hold you, caress you to My Breast!
I would envelop you in My Love! Child! In the absence of sin,
My Holy Spirit takes a FULL BREATH within you! O! The CLEANSING!
O! The POWER! O! The GRACE! Like a River do I flow
through you! I permeate, now, every pore, every cell, every moment
of your being! I cleanse you! From the inside out! And
that which had been so heavy to bear is now lifted, like a feather!
Its weight is now borne by ME! And CHILD! I THANK you for this
gift of your sin to Me! O! I have WAITED so LONG! I am
OVERJOYED, My child! The gift to Me of your sin! I THANK you,
My little one! I THANK you, My child, My lamb, My Love!
So, come now, to Me often. Let us not be strangers anymore.
Let Me be your Friend. Let Me be your Counselor. Here within
My Sacrament! Here in this place of cleansing. Here in this
place of absolution. Here in this place of Mercy!
There is a BURST of Life and Mercy flowing from My Side! It
is for YOU! All is for YOU! Do not leave Me hanging here, waiting
for you, any longer. Come to Me, all who labour and bear guilt and
sorrow and embarrassment and shame and secrets and confusion and pain.
Leave to Me your tormented soul. I WILL heal you. Healing is
a process. Let us begin. I have died for the sake of
you. I have Risen for the Hope of you. Come to Me, all.
Come to Me, each. Come to Me, you. Let us BE together.
Sin! I have seen it all. Sin! I have crushed your power
on My people! My people! Come to Me. The process must begin.
One step at a time. Let your first step be in Me. To Me.
By the Power of My Grace! O little one, be healed. Be whole.
In Me. Amen. Alleluia! I rejoice! You are all and
everything to Me! By the Power of My Grace! O little one, be
healed. Be whole. In Me. Amen. Alleluia!
I rejoice! You are all and everything to Me! Your soul
is a part of Me! I rejoice! We are one! Already, we are
one! I can see your sorrow! Yes! Come forth!
To Me! Rise! Be whole! In Me! Amen.
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(Is. 43:16-21; Ps. 126:1-6; Phil. 3:8-14; Jn. 8:1-11)
With Love, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary,
His Sarah