Title:  "Can you comprehend Me?"

(Notebook 56, pp. 198--202; Notebook 57, p. 1)

Live  †  Jesus

First Friday, December 3, 1999

Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,

[Jesus speaks......]
Daughters and sons, children, lambs, all.  Hear Me speak to you now, here, in this moment as you sit before Me.  I speak to you through your eyes, for they now, are the portals of your souls, for you are reading, are you not?  And if you are hearing Me, I pray that you permit Me to open the blindness of your hearts.  All is not always well that ends well.  It is what you do with you in-between as well, as you stand before Me in your judgment.  All that remains in your darkness WILL become visible.  And you will as well, be held accountable for the times I have said to go, when you have not and when I have bid you to come to Me and you were knowingly reluctant.  Knowingly, I say, because you are not held accountable for what you did not truly understand.  Truly, I say, and I am the Light of Truth.  NO darkness remains in MY Presence!  My Light of Truth bares all.....even every motive, subplot of your life.  Your every thought, now forgotten by you, remains in My Memory if you have not been repentant before Me.  Do you see the seriousness of examining your conscience, little ones?

Have I done a good for you in which we have rejoiced?  Have we accomplished much within you, and in those around you by what we have done?  And then have I, though rejoicing with you, asked you NOT to go out and do in My Regard?  .....Have I not already told you that not all which YOU see as good is good in My Eyes, if it is not the good I had intended that you do?  Do you understand Me?  Well then let us read My Holy Gospel.  Reference it.

(Yes, my Lord.  Mt. 9:27-31)

And though I have healed and rejoiced with the blind, I have likewise adjured them NOT to go out in My Name.  Yet they have.  Their impatience is remembered by Me.  And though I, all knowing of what they would do, have made things all right in all time, still, their action is accountable before Me.  For they have not truly listened to Me.  They have not obeyed Me.  They have been made to see, yet still, choose to do as they choose, not as I Desire.  Not as I have spoken.

Can you comprehend Me?

As I heal you, I perfect you.  As I perfect you, I expect more of you.  And all I expect of you, I have already Graced you to be.  Ah!  My Word is so Perfect!  If only you would fully comprehend Me!

LAMBS!  I teach you well.  I pray you learn well.  LISTEN to Me.  Do not reject Me.  Do not fall prey to the same sin of pride which helped to fell the blind pharisees!  I wanted more from them.  They should have known better.  They chose to pretend sight, when their hearts were truly, willfully, blind.

O lamb!  I see the condition of your soul.  I long for you to be perfected NOW that when you come before Me, you enter quickly into My Domain!  I see the whole of your life, but now it is you and I.....just as it will be in your own time of Judgment.  What shall you do then, when you cannot rectify yourself?  THAT is why I come to you now, BEGGING you, COMMANDING you to obey My Word.  Here.  Now.  While Mercy is yours.  Recall My Justice!  It is a two-edged sword!  It cuts!  To the Truth of EVERY matter!  To the CORE of every heart.  Now, the slice is more palatable.  THIS is My Time of Mercy!  Rejoice!  In your sorrow now, tears and gnashing of teeth can bring forth new Life for your soul!  That YOU would be raised up in Me even NOW, on your Road to Perfection!

Daughters, sons, lambs, children, DO hear Me.  When you see, I will open your ears and your hearts.  Now I tell you, this is a very great gift.  And *I* am the Focus of the Gift!  See yourself through Me.  See yourself IN Me.  No excuses Here.  Only Truth and Justice.  NOW is My Time of MERCY.  Let Me flow through you NOW!

Wounds hurt.  I know.  Firsthand, do I not?  Place yourself in Me.  And be happy to BE in Me!  And then, we shall move TOGETHER!  Do not think for Me, where we shall go.  Release your vision to ME.  Let ME take YOU where *I* would have us go.  As you learn, I will accept your sluggishness, for soon enough you will learn the "feel" of BEING in Me!  O little one, all I ask is that the vision you have received would remain My Own.  Do not reclaim your blindness, when WISDOM has become your sight!

Now.....is this much ado about nothing?  Certainly NOT!  For YOU are MY all and EVERYTHING!  YOU are the entire Reason I have come among you!  YOU, yes, you.  And I DO Love you so!

I have touched your heart.  I can see it.  Now, let My Imprint upon you be visible as you learn, re-learn, to be, in Me.  Amen.    †

(Is. 29:17-24; Ps. 27:1, 4, 13-14; Gospel.....Jesus referred to this above)

With Love, in the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary,
His Sarah