Title:  "O!  Grace is such a healing Balm, an ointment of Love, upon the breast of humankind!"

(Notebook 55, pp. 169--172)

Live  †  Jesus

Wednesday, October 6, 1999

Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,

[The Lord speaks.....]
And so.....Why would I put you to the test?  Why would I subject you to the lessons of your life?  Why would I allow you to see the error of your ways?  .....Little children!  It is because I LOVE you so! .....Yes, for you to grow in Love in Me, you must be cleansed!  The balance is in your cleansing, for no one with a soiled garment shall sit at My Table.  And with new eyes do you see the condition of your soul!  Not only do you see the beauty within, but that place where beauty is marred.  And what was once a punishment becomes a great opportunity in your salvation.  Because it is as I have decreed all along, but FINALLY, you have eyes to see and ears to hear!  Do you see now, all which acts as a log jam in your life?  How easy it is to become stagnant without your even noticing it?  O!  Grace is such a healing Balm, an ointment of Love, upon the breast of humankind!

And yet, you complain.  You complain because My Way is not in agreement with your own.  Do you see the image, children?  In THIS, you are VERY good at being little children.....at your pouting.....at your feeling sorry for self.  Offer to ME your pout.  Offer to ME your self pity.  Offer to Me yourself!

Beg Me in prayer, and I SHALL become your Father.  .....Yes, *I* already am your Father, but now YOU shall desire it.  There IS a difference, little ones!  For when you desire to BE in Me, I shall gladly accommodate you!  See?  It is a passage from words on your lips, to Words alive in your hearts!  In your hearts!  The Kingdom where I rule, where even MIND comes to bow before your God!  Where flesh bows before God even as it contains the mind.  Where heart longs to be:  one, in all purity, before Me!

Little things:  be not afraid of your smallness.  Be not afraid of ordinariness.  Be not afraid of sinfulness.  Come to Me!  Come to Me!  Come to Me, all!  For this am I  Saviour.  For this am I God.  For this am I Lord.  For this am I Father.  Father of ALL, regardless of the Name you call Me, I am your God!  For this am I Spirit, moving freely where I Will, even through the darkest chambers of your heart.  For all which is dark will find True Light.  By My Own Self, but in *fullness* when YOUR breath joins My Own!

O!  Soothing Balm Which I am, I could pour Myself upon you endlessly.  But it is for YOU to absorb ME!

Come, let our healing begin!  The Unity of you in Me and I in you!  Ah!  Yes!  THIS is the true healing!  And it must start from within.....you!  Amen.    †

(Jonah 4:1-11; Ps. 86:3-6, 9-10; Lk. 11:1-4)

With Love, in the Two Hearts,
His  Sarah