Title:  "If I am a Sign, then what is My Meaning in your life?"

(Notebook 55, pp. 189--193

Live  †  Jesus

Monday, October 11, 1999

Dear Jesus and Holy Mother,

[Jesus speaks.....]
My children, hear Me.  This is the Word of the Lord.   I ask you:  Where is your focus?  Are your eyes drawn away from Me?  Does your heart follow?  Where are you adrift?  On what sea?  A vale of your own tears?   Your own sorrow?  Is the sea called self pity?  I ask this, for I want you to look for Me.  Am I lost in your own fog?  Is the very One Who would be your Light, cast away for your own focus on YOU?

Do you seek excitement?  A diversion from daily care, daily woe?  A diversion to where?  All which diverts can be a temporary lull in what you call life, or it can be a permanent flow into a new direction.  Where are you going?  In Me?  Or in you?  In Me?  Or in the world?  Into My Heart?  Or deeper and deeper into your own?

You seek signs and you follow them, O so much more easily than you would follow Me!  All else serves as your attraction and none of it satiates your desire, your search.  I stand here in silence, but you take no real notice of Me.  For if you had.....all else would have willingly been let go of by now.  I speak of the distractions to your Salvation in Me.
 
How many signs, true and valid signs, have I sent into your life?  But you prefer the momentary, the thrilling, the one which does not last.  And here am I.  Before you.  But I am longevity and you still have not developed a fond taste, desire, for the fullness of Me.  Or else, you would be Here in Me, now.  And so I ask you again and again to check your footing.  Where is your Faith?  In Whom do you trust?  To whom are you attracted.  How well does all you do, say, think, measure against the Will of My Father.  Where does your life belong in Me?  What still must undergo a conversion, a letting go?  If I am a Sign, then what is My Meaning in your life?  What am I a sign of to you?  Do YOU display the Presence of This Sign within you?  Am I a constant Beacon in your heart?  Or do you make Me into a flickering, dying flame, a cooling, dying ember?  Do you learn to live from all I say?   Do you choose to BE because of Who I am in your life?  Or do you settle for little signs of no real meaning.....cheap thrills.....a moment of thought as opposed to an eternity of True Knowledge?

What more can be said?  Unless I look and see a cleansed heart, you have much to do to prove your worth.  If you remain unwilling to connect with the sins you bear upon your heart, you shall never proceed into Me.  And I shall be, for you, a sign of absolutely nothing.  For the Sign Who I am to be for you is something YOU must grab for!  Show Me your true desire and I shall show you My Heart.

Lambs, hear Me.  You need NOTHING more than ME!  Why do you look elsewhere?  Because you do not yet, truly believe.  Or you would be truly willing to live all you SAY you believe.  You would be willing to become a true sign of Faith.  Lived.   Lived example.  Completely.  In Me.   Amen.    †

(Rom 1:1-7; Ps. 98:1-4; Lk. 11:29-32)

With Love, in the Two Hearts,
His Sarah